I'm back!

“You have four years to be irresponsible here. Relax. Work is for people with jobs. You'll never remember class time, but you'll remember time you wasted hanging out with your friends. So, stay out late. Go out on a Tuesday with your friends when you have a paper due Wednesday. Spend money you don't have. Drink 'til sunrise. The work never ends, but college does...”

I have a commercial for my blog now so I better start...blogging. Two months of not blogging and I have learned so much! I will have to tackle each new lesson, funny story, or beautiful quote one day at a time. So the last real entry I was in disbelief that I had just finished the first week of March. Now it is May 11th. Shit.


I will be graduating college in less than 20 days. I don’t like that. I am so confused by the amount of people that are so EXCITED to graduate college. What is wrong with me? I’m dreading the day that all of the friends I have come to love so much move away and move on. I know the idea of breaking away from what seems to be an extended version of high school and making your own money sounds promising...but what about all of the fun we are having? I doubt I will be taking random drives to the city “just because”, or hanging out in an empty office with my best friend talking about nothing until 3am (it doesn’t sound so great when I type that but trust me, it’s the best), or talking walks to Starbucks with 404 the morning after, or laying at the pool all day without a care in the world, or having dinner parties multiple nights a week to watch my favorite shows. This list could literally go on forever but there are just so many things that will only ever be acceptable in college that I will miss so much.


I hate change and goodbyes more than anything (actually not more than liars, zombies, or hypocritical christians) so I’m sure that might be the cause for my anxiety attack every time graduation is brought up. I have opened up to so many things, people, and experiences in the last six months and I don’t feel like I have taken enough in yet. I am so thankful to be where I am and have the people around me to spend time with. College is suppose to be the best four years of your life so I was hoping everyone would agree when I say “let’s make it five!?”


I love college.

XOXO
KMILL